1st poem, sure to be many more

I don't know what to think anymore,
don't know what to say,
don't know what I'm going for,
don't know what's the right way.

All I don't know has brought up many mistakes,
these things I don't want,
just make me want them more.

We jumped off a cliff,
We fell, I crashed,
but you didn't help me up and no one saw me there,
waiting to be helped up,
just waiting in fear.

I've gone without trusting
working hard for my goals
without any of your help.

Now your here and I've fallen in your trap,
I don't know if I should forgive,trust, or just give up.
If anything is worth it,
then I want to know
But I don't know at all.

So I keep on fighting,
all with myself
waiting for something,
that I don't know about.