I don't know why it has been so hard on me lately, but forgiving people hasn't been easy for me. A part of me wants to let go and give it all to God, but another part of me still has hope, that after I forgive someone maybe a thousand times or so, everything can be okay. And go back to how it was. But life isn't working that way. Forgiveness is something i've just given up and trown away. At one point it seems like I am ready to forgive, and I tell myself that, but after a while...watching it happen again and again, I just can't forgive. There is this hate inside of me that I can't get rid of, I just give it to God, but some of it is still there. I'm praying for this to leave, because I know that Forgiveness is important, so I am going to try to forgive right now.
<3 Always,
Natalie
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